Hectic

Saturday- Instacare, hospital, E.R.
Sunday- Instacare
Monday-Hospital
Tuesday/Wednesday-Ambulance and E.R.
That is how my mothers past 4 or 5 days have been. Sound exciting? Inviting! NO! Last night was the worst! I was literally hysterical, I was hyperventilating, crying, talking and talking and just shaking!
I ended up spending the night at my friend Fish's house. We had a good time, but I am so tired and bleh.

The Swing

The rush of the wind through my hair, the subtle tickle down in my stomach, the thrill of soaring through the air, swinging is such a joy to me I just LOVE it! I was swinging last night for about an hour and today my hands are bruised, but it was all worth it. I got some really good thinking time and I loved watching all my friends play around and enjoy their time. I also had fun when the guys would come up from behind or in front of me and dodge my feet, that was fun! The Swing by Robert Louis Stevenson How do you like to go up in a swing, Up in the air so blue? Oh, I do think it the pleasantest thing Ever a child can do! Up in the air and over the wall, Till I can see so wide, River and trees and cattle and all Over the countryside-- Till I look down on the garden green, Down on the roof so brown-- Up in the air I go flying again, Up in the air and down!

Those Little Moments

Those little moments, they don't last very long, but the mean the most and stay ingrained in your head the longest! I LOVE those moments! The fairy tale imagination you had that actually happened, the things that make every day amazing, no matter how bad the rest of it was! :)
That is how my day has been! Just absolutely and utterly AMAZING!

...breath in deep...sigh... :D

Blithe and Contrite

The words I KEPT getting confused in English today! Really?? Blithe-Happy, Free spirited, Care free. Contrite- apologetic or remorseful.
How in the devils name do you mix that up?!?! Really..lol. Now today...
One of those days...everything seemed all fairy tale and perfect in my mind. DB was on my mind all day long...day dream...I went to first, knowing what was waiting for me in the next few hours, I was so happy! I went to second, Had a WONDERFUL time and all was going great! I went to third, yeah finally..the GYM!!! Then there was lunch...yes I had a good time! DB was there like he always is, his dark brown hair, gorgeous green eyes...man! Anyways, I went and sat down at my usual spot, he sat down a little ways away from me...that was ok :) But then my barbie took him and had to have a talk with him about something...I was totally fine with my barbie talking to him, but when she takes him and talks to him the WHOLE lunch period, I'd like to talk to him and say "Hi!" and have a little conversation, but I LOVE my barbie so no hard feelings what so ever!!!! <3>

Lunch is where the fairy tale perfectness flew out the door...

Then came fourth, English, with DB! I had a great time! After that I have advisory with no other than DB! We sat the but AM sat by me and wouldn't let me leave his side...seeing the disappointed look on DB's face I had a sad feeling roll over me..." NO! DONT BE SAD!!" I shouted from within. The day ends.I get a WONDERFUL hug from DB! He says "Bye!" and leaves out the brown painted doorway of our school.
Man...I know how old I am. But that guys got my heart!

The Randoms

I don't know why I titled this The Randoms, but it sounds cool and I didn't have anything else pop into my mind. So how about I write some random things! Random things I do daily.. :)
-Picking nail polish off my nails
-texting random things....HIPPO!!
-walk up the stairs, down the stairs, up, down, wait what was I doing?
-bother my siblings when they call to talk to mom!! (my favorite!)
-do my hair
-playing with make up
-laugh with mom and dad
-look out the windows at the beauty of the earth
-take pictures of myself
-draw on every piece of paper my eyes see
-scaring dad!!! muahahaha!!
-Writing on blogger and facebook!